06.13.04 11:29 am

Weight Gain

i'm fat. i don't get it. i don't eat a whole lot and i exercise on a regular basis and do yoga. lately i've actually been exercising more and i have gained five pounds. i feel better as far as healthiness, but i don't understand the weight. i was thinking it's becuase i've been gaining muscle. ugh, i don't know. i feel great i just don't understand the weight.

you know what did this to me? i was chubby as long as i can remember and i even managed to lose weight that summer before college. i was lower than i was before i started high school. you know what did this to me? college. damn college. lol. everyone knows the story.

i'm really not into dieting (especially this no carbs and low carbs crap . . . your body NEEDS carbs) so i don't know what i'm going to do to get the numbers down. for now, i'll just continue doing what i'm doing and deal with it until i find something else to do because it's not like it's making me feel bad or anything. i think the yoga makes me feel the best inside. anyone wanting to start something new and not concerned with losing weight fast and that crap, do yoga.

~*BlueStarLoser

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