02.21.04 10:44 pm

Two Hours

you know how i've been waiting for over two hours to pick her up so we could go to the gym together? well yeah . . . she hasn't called. that is so messed up. i'm pissed right now. i think her bf picked her up from work, but come on. she got off at 8:00p and hasn't even given us a freakin call. she has two phones at work and a cell. the cell might as well be dysfunctional though bc whenever i call, she never answers. or she'll call me back four or five hours later. why have a cell phone if you aren't gonna keep it on or if you're not gonna answer it? it's so stupid and pisses me off.

there have been so many times where i have to sit around and wait for her. "why don't you just leave" you ask? well, we all know that i have done that on several occassions and she blames the situation on me and the whole family freaks out on me or i end up ditching my new plans bc she needs to be picked up and she doesn't think she can call anyone else. sometimes she'll call her bf to pick her up and they'll go over his house (keep in mind she still hasn't called anyone to let us know where she is) and then she'll call me at like 1 or 2 in the morning to pick her up bc they were watching a movie and he "fell asleep" or she doesn't want him to fall asleep on the way home or some shit. i hate having to change my plans or schedule my stuff around her schedule. it's a freakin Saturday night and she's doing this. sometimes i wish i was the sister who didn't know how to drive and she would work around my schedule. but even then it's not fair bc i actually give people calls when i'm not running on time or if i found another ride. i'm considerate of other people's lives unlike *someone* . . . i hate this. with a passion.

i guess i'll just workout here and i'm not in the mood to go out anywhere now. i guess i'll sit at home, watch more movies, and chug more ice cream. maybe i'll even spend my Saturday night studying. thanks for ruining the end of my good week.

~*BlueStarLoser

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