02.13.04 8:00 pm

That Guy

yeah . . . the guy that i didn't know the name to. i still don't know his name. yeah he'd be a cool friend and someone to get to know, but i'm not hurt that he hasn't talked to me again in a week. actually we did say hi on weds, but we were headed in different directions and he was with his friends and stuff and i didn't want to interrupt or anything. we're really different. but he's the type of different that i'm acttracted to. BUT just bc i'm attracted to someone doesn't mean that we should "talk". i don't know how to explain it. plus i'm not sure if his dating status is single and i seriously doubt that he's single.

i'm kind of upset about Single's Awareness Day (Sara's a believer too) comin up. i guess i'm to the point where i'm okay with it, but it still makes me upset. and it's gonna continue to make me upset. i have a lot of guy friends that are strictly friends and i was thinking i should have just paired up with one of them and we could have just speant the day together rather than both of us sitting at home alone. i'm gonna do some volunteering in the morning and i'm supposed to go to some people's parties, but i'm not in the mood to see couples or meet anyone. imagine meeting someone on v-day and actually having something come out of it. you would have to tell your children you met on v-day . . . ugh . . . that would be so awful. next year, i'm having a single's party. no couples. no hearts. no red or pink.

in the event that i'm dating someone on v-day next year (haha, yeah right . . . i know but bear with me), i will dump them and give my all to the celebration of my non-commerciali-day party

~*BlueStarLoser

current food: Chocalate (not v-day related)
current music: Amber/311
current mood: