aLoha, i'm Lissa (AKA The BlueStarLoser) and this is my diary. hopefully that was obvious enough. anyway, reminder: everyone handles their anger differently.
i'm up right now. talking to John. the liar John. and i just feel really bad. i can't even joke around with him bc he takes offense to it. i admit that i didn't entirely not want him to take offense to what i'm saying, but still. he seems like he's partly listening to me. why do i let someone like this get to me? i should be able to be myself and joke around and stuff without feeling bad for making him feel bad. he should feel bad. this is a mess. i have class in the morning and enough stress as is.
