08.15.04 9:47 pm

Oh Week of Crappiness

umm yeah. way too much crap for one week. my head aches right now so bad. it's been off and on like this for a week. just way too much crap going on. way too many gloomy moments. i've been busy (a stressful, but good) and i completely do not have time for CRAP in my life. this is completely not my vibe and i'm sick of it. i'm sorry for not being myself lately and not explaining fully what's going on. i have to wait for everything to calm down. meaning: the whole situation and myself.

in other news, i had a lunch date with Mike last Tuesday. well i was supposed to. i was feeling really awful that day and i still have not heard from him since. i think he's upset with me. usually, i would just talk to him anyway, but everything's in his hands. i hate having no control over situations.

but some good news, i have adopted a night lifestyle of watching public access shows. i've also started playing my bass and flute more frequently and regularly (during weird hours . . . but nonetheless). and i'm training my body (unintentionally of course) to live off of 2-3 hours of sleep per night and an hour knap in the afternoon.
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