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aLoha, i'm Lissa (AKA The BlueStarLoser) and this is my diary. hopefully that was obvious enough. anyway, reminder: everyone handles their anger differently.
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06.21.03 2:31 pm

My Job

i'm sick of it. all i do is play phone tag. it's pathetic. it's been going on a week and i'm sick of it. like the original guy i was talking to said all i need to really do is go up there and show them the info and then i'm cool. and i said "well can i handle that today?" and he suggested that i call first to give them a heads up. i call and that is soooo unproductive. i got transferred like four times and left two messages. and that was thursday. i need a job.

i'm supposed to sign my lease today and i can't even do that. i don't want to sign my lease and then not have a job. i'm thinking i should wait another month, but i don't know if i can do that at this point. my life is so messed up right now. i thought everything was the worst it could be, but nope. nothing falling back into place. everything just keeps getting worse and worse.

~*BlueStarLoser

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