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aLoha, i'm Lissa (AKA The BlueStarLoser) and this is my diary. hopefully that was obvious enough. anyway, reminder: everyone handles their anger differently.
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04.07.2003 7:25 pm

Moving Out

i've been doing some serious research on moving out. i can't handle living with my mom and even my twin sis anymore. all they do is argue. i know it sounds weird, but me and my sis never talk at home and we just started talking more at home and she drives me mad. she literally argues with me in class to the point where i get up and move or start crying and junk and that ain't cool. i think she thinks of it as a joke, but i am very serious when i say i'm moving out. she always gives me the "20 questions" treatment and i hate it. and then when i try to answer, she cuts me off and says i'm not listening or my answer isn't good enough (she got that from my mom). but either way, my goal move out/in date is June 1st and i'm sticking to it.

i have my choices down to five just based on location, PRICE, "special features", secureness, floorplans, and student discounts. seems like i'd have my list down to 100, right? but nope. i'm smooth like that. if i had a roommate, i'd still be around the 100s, but nah. back a long time ago i was supposed to room with TagPoet, but i haven't been that close to her lately. and no more living with family. Chelli wants to move in with me, but i'm debating on if that'd be a good idea. we're close but not close and she has a lot of guy friends and i don't want Jon to be mad. i talked to him about it and he said he didn't care, but i don't know if he was serious or not, so i'm just gonna play it safe. i could move in with him . . . but who knows? eh, i'll let you know more once i visit the places and get more info and junk.

~*BlueStarLoser

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