05.26.04 12:58 pm

Liar

as some may have noticed . . . i haven't updated about John and our plans Friday. our plans never happened. i last saw him on weds afternoon before he left for work. friday was awful. saturday was even worse. sunday . . . i don't even want to talk about. and monday actually went great and i was starting to feel a little better. then yesterday . . . he sent me this:

im sorry mellissa i havent been a good freind. i have some issues i have to take care of before we can talk again. that girl that answered my phone is my girl freind. i have your phone # and address. if you whant to maybe one day we can still hang out.

-john-

it all just turns into a huge mess after that. i've had a serious headache ever since then. when my head stops hurting, i'll explain what happened with the other girl and him and me when my head stops throbbing. it's a mess. my sis took that email in a completely different light than i did. i'm open for interpretations: email me- BluStarr@diaryland.com

~*BlueStarLoser

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