09.17.04 5:27 pm

Finally

omg . . . i'm actually writing an entry here again. lol. freakin crazy. ugh. anyway, i've been updating the other one a tad bit more . . . a whole lot more . . . than this one. at any rate . . .

life is so much better now overall. the past two weeks i have been feeling "better". this could possibly be because i haven't been actively dating anyone and i've just been hanging out and getting stuff on my own personal level accomplished.

funny how i despise dating, yet i still want someone special in my life. like i want to have that one person who i can always go talk to and be completely honest with and cuddle with and stuff. dating sucks. it is so stupid.

anyway, life is great . . . minus the relatonship situation . . . and i'll try to update more here.

thinking about it: i would probably freak out if they deleted this journal and i lost all of my entries

~*BlueStarLoser

current food: Oreos :o)
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