aLoha, i'm Lissa (AKA The BlueStarLoser) and this is my diary. hopefully that was obvious enough. anyway, reminder: everyone handles their anger differently.
this could be a good thing. he never listens to me. or actually . . . he does listen to me, but he only hears the peices he wants to hear and switches my words around so that they mean what he wants them to mean. argh. i don't know why i stayed with him even this long. wait. yeah i do. everytime i think about how much i can't stand some of the things he does, i remember when we first met and that night that i found out how much he loved me. how can he be such an ass 50% of the time and a complete sweetie the other. it feels like i'm talking to two different people. like we could literally be talking on the phone just fine and then he'll mention sometihng that happened three days ago and be upset with fire. and i'll ask why didn't you tell me that you felt this way right after it happened? and he'll ignore that and keep on being mad and hang up on me. he hangs up on me a lot. and i'm always stupid and call back. but we're broken up now. and i don't plan on calling back.
