aLoha, i'm Lissa (AKA The BlueStarLoser) and this is my diary. hopefully that was obvious enough. anyway, reminder: everyone handles their anger differently.
okay . . . i have a new topic to add to my list of pet peaves. i HATE when people do the thing where they call my voicemail instead of actually calling my cell and claim to be "so sorry" that they missed me again. such bs. if you were really trying to get ahold of me you would call my actual cell. if you were really trying to get ahold of me, you might even try calling my house. you can even send me a freakin email. you can send me a letter in the mail. you can stop by my house. do . . . not . . . lie . . . to . . . me. and why does it always have to be before 7:oop too? i wonder why they never do the "send voicemail trick" before 7:00p . . . bc you know i'll call your ass back pissed off. you waste my time. you think you're tricking me. and you waste my fucking daytime minutes.
the main person who i am addressing this to is RS. i don't know if you still read this or not, but Mr RS . . . damnit. STOP. i don't want to "be your friend" and you don't want to "be my friend", so why do we have to do this psuedo-friendship thing? if i call you, i call to actually see how you're doing just for the sake of keeping in touch since we did date and i would hate for you to be the first ex that i just can not talk to bc you're pissing me off. (i keep in touch with all of my exes. good or bad) you're messing up my record. if you want to call and talk, fine. BUT do not call me . . . wait no. strike that. do not call my voicemail pretending to be my friend when there isn't a friendship here.
on a sidenote: me and him had a mutual breakup bc it was just not working. after we had already decided that, he proceeded to tell me that "we can still be friends . . . i don't want to lose you as a friend . . . we can stay friends and try again later . . . blah blah blah . . ." BUT he used to get upset with all of my guy friends when we were dating and said that they only wanted one thing from me. he said no guy just talks to a girl for a simple friendship and NOW he wants to be my "friend". whatever. such bs.
current food: Dasani (you can get the 12 packs of the 12 fl oz for only $2.50 at the gas station at Braun and Bandera by the way . . .) current music: Clarity/JohnMayer current mood:
