02.14.03 8:00 pm

it's 8:00

ummk . . . so i do want to do something tonight . . . i'm content, but bored . . . everyone's out and me? i'm sitting here waiting for MyBoo to get out of work and even then we might not get to do anything. most likely he'll be too tired or let his sis borrow the car or something. or my mom'll get mad and make a big deal about it and i'll just say screw it. or it might rain and i don't want him driving in the rain at night . . . especially this night. he might get in a minor accident with some girl and he'll get out and try to apologize and she'll look in his eyes and see what i see and say it's okay and that he can repay her in some other way and steal him from me. and that'd just plain suck. JK, i'm jealous, but not THAT jealous.

grr . . . i have to wait another 59 minutes for him to get out and even then nothing's in stone. this is sad. BUT . . . i'm gonna just be happy and call people and annoy them with my happiness for no reason and attempt to cheer them up . . . hopefully :o) or maybe we can balance each other out or something.

~*BlueStarLoser

current food: water (nosugar...)
current music: FadeOutIn/Paloalto
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